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beckay

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37270.) I feel like a failure. Actually, I AM a failure. I’m lazy, I procrastinate, I’m stupid. I try so hard, but yet it’s not up to my expectations. I am nothing but a disappointment to myself. I wish I could go back in the past and change myself. because I hate the person I am today.

This is exactly how I feel…

Everytime you’re nice to me, I get happy.

When I read those nices things you say to me, it gives me hope that the girl I met back in grade 1 is still there somewhere inside of you.

But..you say one thing that resmebles how you are now and the hope I just had quickly fades away.